A New Fresh Start

So we are already 2 months in to 2018 and i'm just now getting my ducks in a row. I'm finally coming to accept the fact that I have really bad depression and anxiety. I found out a couple days ago that my doctor thinks i'm bipolar so that means I have to go in for more testing. I never thought I was gonna grow up having any of this but my mom says that depression runs in her family. I didn't even know that a thing like that could be passed down. but the thing that most scares me is that in a couple weeks i'm gonna be staring a in hospital treatment, to be honest I don't even know why I have o do it. But my mom says that she wants her little girl back. Who even says that to their child? But I mean am I really any different then I was before? Hopefully when I get ou of it i'll get a Fresh start.